Day 18 (01/18)

hm today wasn't very eventful i guess i basically just had a really good caldo & avocado burrito alex made me for breakfast. we watched american horror story and late night, and then we sat on the couch and talked for a while. i hate those talks where i fall in love with him all over again. so dumb

he left for work and i spent all day breeding sneasels and taking dentistry notes. i had a brief moment thinking about my future and how i want to do something in entertainment while i was watching a kevin hart special and i thinking about how he's my favorite stand-up comedian. i mean he makes me laugh, not like other stand-up comedians i usually think are trying to hard and make it so obvious that someone wrote those jokes for them. and i was like "wow maybe i could be a writer for television, or just a writer. then maybe i could get my thoughts and opinions about life out there" but then ought nah. i don't have the motivation to even try to do anything in the entertainment industry, plus i feel like my opinions are irrelevant 99% of the time since nobODY LISTENS TO ME i'm so quiet. i think that's why i love the internet *caresses monitor* people are forced to read ur shit. but after getting into the vet tech field i'd like to do something on the side. i still miss acting. i think i'll worry about that later. i'm too overwhelmed by other shit right now. i'm sorry, this has nothing to do with my day

i took a super cute picture of toad tho

awww

xoxo

jello